Confessions.1

 

Sitting in the corner of her room, listening to Blind by jason derulo. His voice and the beautifully constructed melody slowly unleashing all the pain she bottled up inside her. Allowing all the tears to slowly make their way down her cheeks, not bothering to wipe them away. Every word perfectly described the way she felt at that moment: hurt, lied to and left behind.  Every time he sang his chorus, she would cry a little harder.

She spent most of her days like that, crying silently in the corner of her room. Reminiscing the good times she had with that person. The good times that never lasted. The one person whom she gave all her trust to. "I'm here for you..." he said. "I'll always be by your side..." he said. "I'm not leaving you like the rest..." he said. "I'll never hurt you.." he said. "I'm sorry..." he said. "I love you." he also said.  But what he didn't say is that it was all a well constructed lie. She gave him everything he asked for, but he never gave her what she desperately needed; Care.

 

Rayan is a 17 year old girl. A senior in an excellent school. The daughter of a well known engineer and an owner of a successful business company. If you look back at her childhood, it was what every girl wished for. She had loving parents who spoiled her and her sisters. A loving mother, a giving father and lovely sisters. Her father always showered her with gifts and love. "Gifts don't necessarily need an occasion" he always said. He always bought his family the most expensive gifts, and bought them designer clothing. He loved his family, but most importantly, he loved his wife. Her mother wasn't always around. She loved to go out with her friends and visit her relatives. The only time she was at home was when it was time to sleep.

 

Rayan was always popular. Yes, she was a mean girl and always looked down on people, but she was fun to be around and she had many friends who loved her. She had a big heart that fit everyone around her. But one girl, Jenan,was her best friend. Jenan was like a sister to Rayan, she was always around. She was like the 5th daughter to Rayan's dad. Jenan even had her own room in Rayan's house, and Rayan had hers in Jenan's house. They were inseparable. They shared the same interest in fashion and sports. Everyone said they looked like sisters. They knew each other better than they know themselves.

They spent all their days together. Every weekend, they'd go to the avenues to shop and have dinner. It would be just the two girls, having a nice time and not caring about the guys or the girls that would stare. None of them was the "boyfriend/girlfriend" type. Rayan and Jenan were gorgeous girls, who embraced their natural beauty and were very confident. They both had different personalities but they got along perfectly.

But we all know that nothing lasts forever. That Thursday, was the day everything went wrong and Rayan's world came crashing down. They both spent a lovely time in the avenues but Jenan's mother called her and said that she was very tired so her dad will pick her up early that night. Rayan invited her over and said that it would be great if Jenan can spend the night at her place so they would catch up on Gossip girl. Jenan's mother agreed and they were making their way out of the avenues and into the driver's car with their Starbucks drink in their hands. The driver drove his way out of the parking lot and was now driving back home. They were both busy doing their own thing with their cell phones and silently sipping on their drinks.

And that was when it all went wrong...