Something different...

So this just popped into my mind today and I decided to post it.
Tell me what you think. Would you like more of it?


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The first day of university, a new course, new classes, new faces.


I walk through the sliding glass doors, Starbucks right in front of me, causing the smell of freshly brewed coffee to trickle my nostrils, making me crave a latte.


I stand in queue, and in front of me, only 3 people away, I recognize your tall manly figure.


I slowly back away, because even being close to you starts to hurt.


I take a seat all alone, and just look at the people swifting by me.


I  notice you talking to your group of friends, your female friends.
But the fire of jealousy doesn't ignite anymore, I guess you're not mine no more.


I walk into class and see you sitting with your friend.


I pretend not to notice you, like you don't exist anymore.


I hear someone call out your name, and I hear you reply with a chuckle.
But my heart  doesn't skip a beat at the mention of your name, I guess it doesn't make me proud to have you no more.


Leaving class, I see you smiling at me, I look away.
But the spell of your smile is no longer casted on me, I guess it doesn't put me out of my misery no more.


I see you talking to her and holding her hand.
But it doesn't make me sad to know that you moved on, I guess I'm not waiting for you no more.


I notice how you smile when you notice her.
But I don't wish I was her, I guess I don't want to be yours no more.


I see you joking around and being the bubbly you I've always known.
But I don't smile at the image of you being happy, I guess I don't love you no more.


And this by far, is the best lie I've ever managed to construct.
The lie I desperately want to believe.